keeping memories

I would say, most women have the desire and intention to be a mother. Why most women? Because I believe a small percentage didn't because of responsibilities and dreams to give a better life to their parents and hence didn't have time and intention to think about marriage, of building a warm family with a man she loves, some of them might be transgender and would not beget children and some might be due to lose of hope of conceiving due to gynaecological problems. But that couldn't stop a woman from being a mother. From enjoying motherhood. No one can stop a woman from adopting a child, to nurture the child, to love the child, to educate the child, and to dream for that child to use his full potential and build a better life than hers. Allah has granted such a beautiful gift to women ; Rahm. Anatomically, to hold and protect the next generation while inside her body, but exclusively for her ; the feeling and instinct to protect and love her child in no ma...

Ulasan buku 'Masuk ke Dalam Cahaya' oleh Abdullah Hussain ( Sasterawan Negara ke- 8) Apa yang saya dapat simpulkan daripada buku ini ialah ia telah merangkumi makna ayat suci Al-Quran yakni ' Sesungguhnya tiada ia kuasa atas orang-orang beriman dan bertawakal kepada Tuhannya. Dia hanya berkuasa atas orang yang memilihnya sebagai teman dan mempersekutukan Tuhan '.  Buku ini menceritakan bagaimana Iblis amat memusuhi anak cucu Nabi Adam a.s. Iblis laknatullah berusaha bersungguh-sungguh untuk menghancurkan masa depan kita, kerana dendamnya terhadap manusia yang menyebabkan dia diperintahkan oleh Allah untuk bersujud kepada Nabi Adam a.s. Kerana kesombongan dan sikap takburnya menyebabkan dia dihalau keluar dari syurga-Nya. Sejak itu, perjuangan Iblis bermula untuk menghancur dan menyesatkan umat manusia supaya ramai memasuki neraka-Nya.  Walau bagaimanapun, Allah SWT Maha Adil lagi Bijaksana. Hamba-Nya yang ikhlas beribadah dan bertawakal kepada Nya akan di...

SELF-CONFIDENCE FORMULA First, I know that I have the ability to achieve the object of my definite purpose in life, therefore I DEMAND of myself persistent, continuous action toward its attainment and I here and now promise to render such action. Second, I realize the dominating thoughts of my mind will eventually reproduce themselves in outward, physical action and gradually transform themselves into physical reality, therefore, I will concentrate my thoughts for thirty minutes daily, upon the task of thinking of the person I intend to become, thereby creating in my mind a clear mental picture of that person. Third, I know through the principle of auto-suggestion, any desire that I persistently hold in my mind will eventually seek expression through some practical means of attaining the object back of it, therefore, I will devote 10 minutes daily to demanding of myself the development of self-confidence. Fourth, I have clearly written down a description of my definite chief a...

Salam Have you ever wonder how your last breath will be like? How you gonna face the last breath of your loved ones? Since starting clinical year officially in November, I have experienced knowing that a soul has departed from a body. I was on call on that Sunday night, for the first time seeing a pleural tapping procedure at 9pm was done. The next morning, at 11am the doctor told us that the patient had poor prognosis and when we went to the ward, she was already gone. It was brief. Within one night, anything can happen. The patient actually had ascites due to liver metastases. When the pleural tapping was done, it was therapeutic for a while. However, at 4am the patient developed the symptom again together with shortness of breath. Since then, the doctor knew that the prognosis was uncertain. Tonight, I saw another scenario where doctors were doing bagging to the patient. All family members of the patient were along the corridor. MOs and specialist were busy contacting othe...