CHARTERED ACCOUNTANCY





Assalamualaikum 


in The name of Allah, The Most Merciful the Most Forgiving.

Last week, i had received an offer letter from the collaboration between MARA and KYS .the offer is to study chartered accountancy in KYS Business School and then to any one out of 3 universities in New Zealand that had collaborated with them. 

elegant, right?

























scenery of New Zealand
















the offer is good , right?


but sadly to inform that being a chartered accountant is not my dream.


when i told my mom that i got that offer, she passionately encouraged me to give it a try. 



this is because they would held a camp first to those who got the offer, and then at the camp that would carry an interview. if anyone pass the interview, he will automatically get the scholarship i guess and further studies in C.A.





when i told her that i'm not going, guess what did she tell me???









"pi la. teruskan impian mak untuk jadi accountant!"






and guess how i felt?




i felt that only me can achieve her dream. only me can fulfill her dream. since i am the youngest. 







and when i told my dad about the offer, how was his reaction??





"tak payah pi la. jauh sangat" he was referring to New Zealand.






hahahahahahahahhahahahahaha







and so






i didn't go!!!!






it is not my dream!!!





and when i asked my mom again, "should i do this for your sake?"




she replied " no need, i don't want you to blame me one day. i had enough."



thanks mak.


furthermore, i am afraid if i can not love accountancy.


what i wanna tell you mom, 




if

if 

one day, when i got tired of medicine

or when i think i cannot hold to medicine

or when i fall from the stairs to medicine






please

please

please

please remind me how passionate i am to be a doctor

how i decline the offer to do chartered accountancy

how being a doctor is my dream from standard six

how i proudly wrote everywhere 'Dr.Nisak'

in my book.

please remind me that!



mak, it is not that i don't want to fulfill your dream, it is because my dream. and how i want my life to benefit others.



pray for me.


being a good daughter, the better muslimah and the best slave to Allah is enough, kan mak?


.......



p/s: maybe i should find a chartered accountant husband.
    ( hahahhahahaahhahahahhhhahahah kidding!)







that's all.

xoxo
dr.nisak



assalamualaikum.


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